I rested for some time
and now I'm feeling better.
I don't know why,
but the past few weeks
I felt like I couldn't move at all.
Many people, including me,
thought I had to be "an adult".
Therefore, I tried to act like one.
Such a shame...
"Being an adult" destroyed my fantasy.
My creativity trickled right out of me.
I didn't feel like drawing or painting anymore.
Many things I had loved so much, looked so childish.
But "being an adult"
didn't make me happy.
So I made a decision:
I'm not going to change.
This is who I am.
I love being creative.
I love being childish.
I love doing things that make me happy.
So I'm seeking my creativity again.
The path is blurred.
But that doesn't matter.
I will find my way.
And I will stay Fleur.